Confessions of A Broken Girl
Diary Entry #5
August 5, 2017
12:17 am
I love you…
“I can’t love a liar…”
I love you…
“I can’t love someone I can’t trust. “
I love you…
“Hang up…”
I love you…
“Hang up”
I love you…
“Leave then”
I’d take a physical scar over an emotional one any day. I keep replaying moments and every time the words cut me deeper and deeper. It makes me physically sick and I don’t think you can see how deep of a wound is there.
I’m screaming at you to love me and you won’t. You won’t say what I need to hear the way I need to hear it. I’m hurting. I’m grieving. I’m lost.
Show me you love me.
Please.
I’m begging. I’m pleading. Take the pain away because I’m drowning in it. I need you to need me the way I need you. I need you to see me. See that my worse fears came true. My fear of being not wanted….not being loved.
I need you to love me.
Tell me…
“I love you”
Mean it.
Show it.
I’m drowning with out it.
Hikari Aie
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